I have so many dreams for myself but I can’t do anything. I’m hopeless. I’m worthless. I will always be worthless. I’m tired of crying. I don’t know where to run. I don’t know where to go. I don’t know who/where to turn to. Tired of getting my hopes up that this idea will work, I'm just FLAT OUT TIRED. I just want to relax and relieve myself of helping myself.